I will try to stay brief as possible.

I am 47, married, and less than half a year back, we got our first, after many, many years of trying.

Now, here comes the scary part - we are far from vanilla in our sex life, which is self explanatory, since I am here, and for the past two years (we stopped during pregnancy), we were doing swapping with this couple we met at a certain, free spirited party.

Now, my husband doesn't doubt, since the agreement is, that we always use condoms, but haven't, only once. During one of our swaps, he was inside me, with a condom on, from behind, and he wanted to go through the other entrance. I let him do it, maybe once or twice before, and I was all fired up, so I said yes. Then, there was this problem with a condom, it got dry, and he struggled, so I just told him to pull it off.

So he was in my back entrance, raw, few pumps, and he was done, cumming inside me.

I did go to the showers directly, but now I am wondering, if some of his love juice found it's way where it shouldn't?

Now I am dead scared to even mention this to my husband, but I must, I understand that. Wish me luck.

Something I will never understand...
All the years I have seen so many types out there and was shocked there are some who on their profiles on the internet truly ask to be done like this and .... worse....

I have seen people want to be own,used,hurt,give all their rights over to another,be a servant,give all that make and own, they will care for and pleasure non stop who treats this this way.....

Why is it so hard to find others who would give and do all and take very good care of someone and all the above EXCEPT they just with to be truly loved,cared about,thought of,share interests,explore what's out there to share pleasure with who they place above them who sees all they do without expecting anything in return as truly amazing and brings emotions to their loyal love that makes a safe place to talk and share all ideas and dreams with no fear to see what can be shared and loved together.

I can not see treating someone making my life stress free and so amazing bad at all.
By all they do and with trust just hand over to me I must be loyal to them and do what's right with all of their being they give me....

By things I have seen and read how someone will just give them self at any time for the pleasure one the one who they are forever with, Why Is that not so amazing it drives the one getting all this to give love back in thoughtful ways?

I am not happy on the words next, it more of the actions....
Someone who would worship me,my body,anything I dream them to and they truly love to do so with all their being would bring a giving side of me out I can feel safe to show and do.

Take say a total submissive man for a dominate woman.
I have seen the men say they will work and care for everything and she controls it all.
I read where some say they need someone to guide and help them make choices but turn it all over to her.
The guys I read of are sweet,shy,loving,giving and even if they are huge it does not change their soft,warm,sweet,giving nature.

What ever the race or gender who is like that....
Why only for dominate people who returns all they do with degradation and pain that shows like the pic?

I read dominate posts of their life and all that's done for them including any nasty and kinky thing one can think of to please them as ordered.....

Why could some one just be asked if they would do something and be that amazing at it that someone like me wants to show I care too and show it in return.

Could someone trade the hurt and shame in for me wanting to hold them close with my arms around them and truly have emotions for them they can feel and see?

Could they be shocked and happy I out of the blue sit next to them and just softly touch them and want to try and be so soft it feels nice where I glide my touch and hands?

If I patted my lap and they sit on it, I slowly put one hand open to cover as much of their pubic skin as I can and touch their cock or clit (yes a true one and not a dick) having light pressure like a hug while my other traces light light air many places on their body?

What if all they pleasure they do like give oral just because I am there and they want to please me brings the safe feel I am giving to someone freely and not to a dominate who takes and never gives?
What if someone as amazing as they are brings a urge to do the same for them?

What if the normal they want is for me to close my eyes as they slowly give oral and keep me on edge till I cum and keep going swallowing it all and licking my shaft and all clean and slowly touch and off and on give oral and make me cum many times even dry cum...

What if that giving and not taking makes me ask if they can move to where I can also give oral or touch them in their pleasure areas also?

If they normally smile and ask I let them please me then I would want so bad to please them too...

They could see it in my emotions...

I would try and see if they wanted oral just out of the blue any time too...

But I need them to at times let me please them as they please me.

Doing for me from love and their needs and wants builds mine to feel the same to them.

Some times they could see in my pleasure I was also sad. They should always ask if they see something in me like that...
In this case I would tell them I truly want to share love with them as they are so giving and amazing..
I feel bad I can not give to them at the same time....
I hope they see I have real care and feelings for them....
I hope they let me...
I would love 69 with someone so great.
I would love to pleasure them too.
I would love for them to be in my lap my arms around them and touching them all over wanting them to relax and love all I am doing for real and never faking it.

Say it is a male or trans who never wants to change having a penis.
Say by being so giving as I find submissive's can be to others that I feel safe to let them do something that alone I have found arousing and know I can trust them to lovingly care for my body.

I ask they slowly clean all of me while touching in a way to give pleasure and they clean me out in a way giving me pleasure... Then slowly shave my pubic area while gliding a soft hand checking for stubble and working to make me smooth with love... The touch I feel when I do that makes me hard and my skin starts to tingle where touched and feels so good.

They then do the same to the balls...
My hair is thin there and can bee so soft and smooth when shaved and have places that tingle if lightly touched even of my balls are being held in my hand snug and gliding fingers in the middle and all over.

Then the taint area..
Touch there has areas that feel great too...

Then the area I protect the most and only deep trust can bring me to let them shave there (this is after cleaning out at the start) also and feeling the touch as they play and see how my body reacts...

They care for the skin in all the areas and use what ever keeps the skin soft and nice....

If time was taken and done with so much love and care I will be so badly ready :)
Might even see pre-cum (I hope they like to touch and suck their finger my pre cum as that's a turn on.)

I hope doing all that aroused them and they are so hard seeing I could cum with a gust of wind... :)

If they ask if they can give anal... A firm YES would always be what I would say :)

If they go slow and we can feel our bare skin touching as they are in my warm and moist (and might be getting tighter) anus and I cum and they feel my orgasm and it turns them on more, I want them to let me know when I get control over my anus how I can grip to feel even better to them.
They were so great for caring for may areas and pleasing me that I need to give pleasure and need them to orgasm in me as I do all I can to being the best feelings I can to their making love to me...

I would always like when they orgasm that they go as long as they can and when they know they can not much more then slide in more and try to stay in me as my warmth around them they feel as they contract to try and stay hard..

I hope I can feel them :)

If they get hard again I want them to go again...and as many times as they can...
I hope to orgasm many times but I am giving my anus for pleasure for all they do for me.

I will never be giving to an alpha or Dom that does as so much porn shows like that's the only way...

I am not submissive and will not be taken from.
I am different.
My best friend says with a smile I am like her but sweet.. I am her equal and inside me is some rare form of a dominate female bisexual like her (shes bi but knows I am pan and can love anyone who loves me greatly).

I have no clue so I will go with what she says... :)

I have limits....
But some I may bend if done with care.
Scat is a hard line with that bend......

Say if during cleaning and they WILL NOT smear it anyplace and keep it away from my sight and local to the anus area... Well.... If it would please them then they can give anal when I have not been cleaned out fully....

I want them to be happy and makes out bond even stronger and unbreakable...

Just care and keep as clean as possible and clean me well outside and in after please :)

I hope they love letting me feel the warmth of giving them anal...
Sadly I need it clean as I have fears I somehow over come and truly want to give anal as it is...
I hope being giving that out of the blue they run to me with nothing on and smiling, take me by the hands and lead me to our soft bed and play area :)

They undress me and do all they can to get me hard fast....
They then get on the bed and tell me they got cleaned up and need me to take them...
They bend over and pull their anus open and know see it like that and so clean turns me on greatly...

I never want to hurt so I slowly slide my way in bit by bit till fully....

I want them to guide me so I do not hurt them...
Faster? harder? how can I make love and not hurt....

As they let me know I make love to them and after orgasm try contracting to stay hard.
My wish is to get hard again and make love in a way they orgasm....

There are times I want them to not just want me to take them in a loving way...
I want to be on my back and they slowly take me in to them....
They pull their anal lips open and sit on my pubic area getting all of me that can penetrating then :)
Once all their weight is sitting on me I ask they move forward to find how far they can and keep me firmly in and will not pop out by moving foreword too far... I can help guide them.... Once they find how far forward and back thay can go then I want them to adjust for THEIR pleasure.
I want them to ride me this way for their pleasure...

If someone says you can not feel pleasure if you want them to do it all in a way it feels best for them then your silly... A dick can get pleasure from anything and that's just how it works :)

To see them feeling pleasure, to have them put my hands where they need them and do what feels great to them... To feel them get tight as time passes, to see their body and all react to what we are sharing would make my heart pound :)
I want them to feel pleasure from anal...
I want to give this just as they give to me...
I want them to edge if they wish on the edge of cumming...
I will see the pre cum and as they have not given anal to me yet, I will take the pre cum with my finger and suck it off and return for more.....

I want to feel and see their body...
I want to last..
I need to...
Sometimes I will ask if they want me to hold the tip tight to keep their cum inside and I hope they do at times.....

I need to and would love to feel them tight and need to not move as much to keep me in...
I need to feel their orgasm around me....
I want to see the pleasure in their body and eyes....

When they have fully finished our share orgasm and they wanted me to hold the tip closed...
(note... I never said I had to cum when I want them to be pleased by anal..)
They slowly lift off and take my fingers place holding their cum tightly in their cock....

I can now take that clean cock and place my fingers around and push the cum back so they can let go....

I take the head into my mouth and let go and swallow and also between their legs milk all the cum to the tip as I suck hard and I lick the head and under the head taking all they have till dry....

They also do that for me when the other way...

Add all this and the other deep desires and ideas into a normal life of shared likes and anything we do together and have a bond no one can touch.....
I want a full relationship and shared interests and all they give me to have I need them to be equal in what goes on and the best ideas are followed....

I want it to be US,shared,together, for each other,always.......

So.....
Why being so many types out there of all races and genders who call them self many things and place them self always below and gives all they have..........
Why not someone out there all that but needs someone like me to be submissive to?

Am I not worth all they would give others?

I am over 50 and have been the rock for family and all in need so I find I have nothing to give but what I am...

I know I can never be used or dominated or done as I see others done...
If my best friend treated me as she does her gays and girls then we would NOT be best's in the first place.

She needed someone and I was there to give my heart and shoulder to.
Never had she needed anyone or cried in pain.
No one had ever cared and so in her life she said she just is what she is but I broke past that.

I am her equal and she is mine...

If in this world so many things can be as they are then why not someone to be my mate I dream of and would fit in where I fail and I fit in where they fail.. You know.. We complete each other fully...

I can only feel a safe place for my nature with someone who never take advantage of it or let harm happen to it...
I hide many emotions and feelings so no one can use them...
I truly need someone like me...
Great love,compassion,respect for ones rights and self,feelings for others,smart,imagination,strong will to now sway and loyal to who they made the choice to be with and keeps that choice through anything and adapts to what ever...

AND never picks a side who would not support them if they are good souls ONLY because of extreme dogmatic ideas and so on.

I am sad my belief has been used to make excuses for hate...
I went on my own and looked deep at every page and in order of history not how it is printed...
Please do not dump all I say before thinking first....
If seen in true light, It shows I am not them...

I am Christian...
That means the last word on all is Jesus and not the Bibles history...
He care for people and broke old laws.....
I looked at all on my own ant let his acts make my morals...

I am my own faith and will rub so called ones backing hate the wrong way...
He protected a prostitute from Bible law...
That should have been the first sign some things were off that man thought he heard and should be clear is not should have done..
Some feels added..
In one place someone said making good on doing something to another with gold is fine... No way..
Can not buy your way to being moral and free of doing wrong...
That has to be bull...

All can be found if one looks....

I will not risk others...
I will do whats right..
But do not see me as others...
All who do no harm and do not step on others rights are fine with me what ever race or gender...
Your actions are what will change my mind...

Any being who will love me forever how I wish and how I love them has a chance :)

I love going on trips with my sister. No one knows we’re related. She’s liberated to do this sort of shit. We got back to the car pulled off to the side and fucked in the backseat. 

I duck around with my bi buddy from time to time was over hat his place for a BBQ and his sister and a buch of people were all drinking having a good time i ended up sneaking off with his sister and fucked her i a bathroom for a good hr we returned to the party i found my buddy and started talking he leaned in and whispered in my ear he would love to suck my cock an instantly i got hard gis sister dried pussy cream was still all over my cock . We went up to his room and he started sucking my cock he pulled it out of his mouth to ask if i had just fucked some bitch i smiled at him and said how dose your sister pussy taste he looked a little shocked but went back to sucking my cock with a new enthusiasm i had never seen it wasn't long befor i came in his mouth and he swallowed my cum 

Notes Of Agent Kassin
Date: 9th September, 2009
It’s been a week since I arrived in Japan. My place is not a 5 star hotel, perhaps a one star. It has a classic Japanese slide door, a small sofa bed, some pillows, enough for an assassin. I’ve done a lot of operations back in the States and a couple in Europe, but this one is a new experience. My objective was to track down a Yakuza gang guy called ‘Kobarchi’. Don’t know what his name means but I do know for a fact that Asians are exceptional in stealth and melee combat. That’s why ninjas are quite feared I guess. But as a western white guy, I’m never afraid to explore new challenges. After all, we are known for adventuring and conquering the entire world.
I encountered a few of Kobachi’s men in a street, 3 guys to be exact. I kicked their asses and interrogated the whereabouts of the Kobachi’s guy. The problem was one of them escaped, while I was interrogating. I took the 2 guys out and chased him but I couldn’t catch up. He disappeared. Now they knew about me. That was 3 days ago but it did lead to an unexpected surprise. Yesterday, they sent a woman to take care of me and worse I was caught off-guard when they sent a sexy bitch. She busted through the door threw a couple of knives at me. Fortunately, I managed to shield it with the sofa bed. Then she attacked me with a dagger and I’m unarmed. Great. I mainly tried to stay defensive but then I managed to knock her dagger out with the Japanese umbrella.
Now it’s a fair hand to hand combat. She screamed some Japanese words like a battle charge. And we fought, it was intense. But I caught her in a chokehold and I snapped her neck. The room went silent real quick. I looked down to see her and there she was, her eyes wide open, her mouth slightly open. Victory at last. I put her down on my small sofa bed while she was staring right at me. It was very erotic. I could feel an erection in my pants. Then I had an idea. I’ve never tried it before but didn’t think she would be my first. I undressed her pants and opened her shirt. A black bra and a beautiful silk pantyhose. Her face was death staring in defeat and I’m about to humiliate her. Her pantyhose looked so good on her that I didn’t want to take it off. I grabbed one of her knives and pierce a small hole through her pantyhose, then tearing it with my hands to make it bigger. I pulled out my cock and rubbed it around her face as an appetizer. Her poor little face shows no retaliation. Then I slowly pierced my cock into her vagina and there I banged. Up and down while looking at the erotic stare of hers. It made it so magical. It’s a thrill unlike the other. Then I came. I looked at her one last time before I changed my location, her face defeated with some white dripping from her vagina. I’m sure Kobarchi or his guys would know just what happens when they test my skills.

We are married for almost 17 years, and, a few years back, we had a crisis in bed, so we tried experimenting, with different things. It helped a lot, but I felt like she was the one feeling like she was missing out on something.

So, one thing led to another, and we decided to try to introduce someone into our bed. That was my idea, not because I wanted it, but because I felt that was something she was curious about. I was reluctant, and I am no cuckold type, so I tried leading this idea towards some kind of swinging, or something in that realm. Never went to a swing club, but we did entertain the idea of another couple.

This lasted for months, but eventually, we found a couple we wanted to meet, and they seemed nice. Met a couple of times, and eventually, after many hours of online chatting, and role play, we kind of agreed on swapping, but only if we feel comfortable.

We met at their place, all four scared out of our minds, but alcohol helped. They were the pushy side, since they have done it before, and there she was, this short, big ass brunette, on her knees, pulling out my cock, while he was licking my wife on the bed.

It was hot, but man, I felt bad seeing that, I felt anger, and disgust. She was still sucking me, when he climbed on top of my wife. I couldn't look, so I focused on a woman sucking my cock, and she was going at it. I think no more than a few minutes passed, and I heard him gasping for air. He was done. When he got out, I saw he was really tiny, and with a condom on his cock, he looked even smaller. Dissapointment on my wife's face...

She got a condom on me, and started to ride me. I haven't fucked with a condom for almost 20 years, so soon enough, I felt I can last for ages. So I did. She came twice during it, but didn't give up. He left the room, but my wife was still there, on the bed. I could see the jealousy in her eyes. That look of hers, made me cum, not the woman on top of me.

We rode back home in silence. When we pulled up, she just told me, that she understands why they need something like that, but that we certainly do not.

And that was it, my wife was never again dissatisfied with our sex life. She saw that the grass is not greener on the other side.

In retrospect, going out of our comfort zone, may be the thing that saved our marriage.

Just had serious surgery and restricted with what I can do so the wife's been looking after me and hasn't been able to go out as she'd like.  Tonight's her first night out. She's got a Tinder date and hasn't been able to hide her excitement all day.  

I've been in this position home alone many times before whilst she's out on the pull or on a date but this feels different.  I've not had any relief since before Christmas even though she has said I've been good enough to be rewarded and I'm desperate (she says it's too early after the op),  and they will be coming back here if she strikes lucky ao she can check on me. 

I can't sleep waiting her to get home, I'm feeling rough from the op, I'm desperate for her to give me hand relief and I'm feeling even more  physically sick with jealousy than normal. 

This isn't much, compared to other confessions in here, but it is mine.

I have been seeing this divorced woman, for a few months. We met at a bar, and she was obviously cock starved, that it wasn't too hard to score, once I showed interest in her.

You can see that she used to be pretty, but since she is pushing 40, it is obvious her looks started to fade, her ass got big, but all in all, she is still a fairly attractive woman.

The confession is, last night, I fucked her in the ass. I have never done it before, and neither did she, at least she claims. We were out, and when we came back to my place, we started fucking. She still had her short skirt on, while only her nylons and panties were on the floor. We were doing it in a spooning position, when I pulled out, and started rubbing my head all over her asshole. I did this many times, since I found it hot, always in doggy, and she would react well to it. She allowed me a finger up her bum, but not more.

Last night, she reacted really hard to this play, so I continued it. To be honest, I never thought about anal sex, more about the idea of it. Couldn't really understand the appeal, but that was one of the things I never tried, so I guess that was the reason I enjoyed these games.

She was all wet down there, and my cock was as well, since she came before this game started, so I just wanted to, maybe, push the tip, against her wall. Maybe get the tip of my head in, for starters. When I tried this, in stead of pulling back, she reached back with her hand, to spread her ass cheek, inviting me in.

Oh man, now I understand!!! Such warmth, such tightness!!!

I didn't last long, came deep inside her.

As soon as I got up, this morning, I felt compelled to write this down. I am obsessed... So obsessed that, if she lets me do this further, I might marry this woman.

My wife and i met in college, married shortly after, moved away for 5 years and had kids 2 years later, that was all 5 years ago. We've been together 17 years now.

The past couple years we have had fantasies about sharing her, not so much me, and she did do some fun stuff with some of my friends, married friends. She went to a concert with my female cousin, and got high and slept in her van. They had sex that night and she told me all about it. We invited a married friend of mine over one night when we knew his wife was out of town, she sucked his dick in the hot tub and fucked him for a few minutes in the camper. He got nervous and stopped it. We went on a cruise and met a couple the first night. My wife went to the bathroom with his wife and left us at the dinner table. About 40 minutes later they returned. They had sex in the bathroom and the other couple was really really wasted. We went back to their room where i sucked this other girls tits while my wife ate her pussy. Her husband was in the bathroom trying to stay conscious. After he came out my wife put his dick in her mouth and sucked him while i ate out his wife. I started fucking her when my wife straddled him to fuck. When he saw me fucking his wife, he got pissed and ended the whole thing. We fantasize and talk dirty about all of this, and more.

However, about 2 months ago we were drinking and smoking and the topic of when I stole some of my brothers wife's pics came up. This was about 5 years ago, so before we started openly discussing sharing. She was mad when she found out and really had a rough patch in our relationship. I deleted everything and we moved on. So while we were drunk talking about this she said "I had a dick pick from your brother" and I said, Did you fuck him? and she got really ashamed and spilled her guts.

Apparently when we were moved away for 5 years they came to visit, and he said to her when i went to bed "after (your husband) falls asleep, come in here and we can fuck. She didn't do it, and told me about it the next day. Fast forward three years, she left me in that state and came home for a summer. She stayed with my brother and his wife for the night and were drinking. His wife got drunk and passed out and after a while he came out to the living room and my wife pulled his pants down and sucked his dick, then they went to the kitchen and he fucked her and apparently didn't cum. but they fucked in my brothers house with his wife sleeping feet away. Now honestly if this was all that happened, I wouldn't be THAT upset. But she then told me he did it again to her, but this time she was so drunk she only remembers him taking off her pants and "he did whatever, i have no idea"

She then told me that when we moved back, she did it again, doesn't remember where I was, and then she told me they had sober, frequent booty call sex while I was working over the course of 6 or so months, and nothing has happened since. That was 7 years ago, before kids, before the mortgage, before the discussions of open sharing. He fucked her, came in her, ate her out, she came, he had everything that was mine. doggy, missionary, cowgirl, and whatever else I'm sure they did.

It really almost got me divorced, and I can't talk to fuckin anyone about it.

Now I got 2 old girlfriends who are both local and single, and I'm pretty sure they will and want to fuck me. We have met up and talk secretly online. But the wife says she really doesn't want me to do that.

I say fuck that, I'm doing it. I feel I deserve a side chick for a while.

Here is a pic of the girl that wants to fuck

One time my girlfriend and I were at a party. It was one of those parties where there was a good amount of people that we knew, but there were a lot of people that we didn't know. We still had a lot of fun and was mingling with everyone just as equally.

After a few hours and when the clock started getting late, we were getting handsy with each other in the main area where everyone had congregated. So, we snuck off. We found a bedroom that was not occupied and that you could obviously tell that an adult had slept in there. We got on the bed kissing and touching all over each other. She then got on top of me, straddling me and leaned over and started passionately kissing and touching.

In the midst of us having a full on make out session, we heard the door open and close quickly. We didn't break from a kiss because at least I figured it was just someone opening the door, noticed us and then quickly closed it. But I was wrong.

About a minute or two pass by with us both kissing in the pitch-black room. I felt my GF jump a little. She broke kiss to kiss down my cheek to my ear to whisper in my ear; "Someone Is touching my butt". I kind of as quietly as I could say to her "Do you want him to stop?" She didn't say anything, she went back to kissing me. This time even with more passion.

Just a couple minutes went by, you could now hear the sound of clothes moving around in the room. I felt my GF who was still on top of me kissing me, kind of suddenly slide toward my feet, but still held on with her lips kissing. The person in the room had pulled her down just a tad from the position she was in. I could feel and hear my GF's pants being pulled down as she was on all fours straddling over the top of me. She never broke stride kissing. This stranger who was in the dark with us, has taken some of his clothes off and now my GF's pants have gotten pulled down (not all the way off, just down).

Still passionately kissing me my GF never broke stride. Then all of a sudden, she gasped. Put her face down by my neck and bit my neck. She came up and whispered in my ear, he's inside me. Whoever the unknown person is in here with us in the dark is now inside my GF as she's on top of me on all fours straddling me.

The darkness and silence in the room got filled with the slow sound of skin slapping skin. Slow and steady pace. Then the pace picked up, faster, and faster. Whomever it was, was not holding back. His pace became so loud in the room, that it echoed off the walls he was fucking her so hard. My GF broke from her kiss, grabbed the back of my head and pulled it into her neck, her mouth was right next to my ear. Her breathing became rapid and heavy. She started letting out moans, just a few, then more, then more. Now her moans were equally timed with the dark room strangers' thrusts. The two of them became one with the sounds of the thrusts from him and her moans.

This went on for a solid ten minutes, this is just estimating as I didn't have my stopwatch readily available. Then suddenly her moans went silent and all she could do was squeeze my head. From him I heard slow, hard deliberate thrusts. He was cumming in my GF and she was cumming on his cock, BOTH together. I could feel him standing there with no movement. I could only assume he was holding his cock in her draining his balls.

My GF's breathing was heavy, she slowly kissed my ear and up my cheek working her way back to my mouth. You could feel her body language change when he pulled his cock out of her. In the dark all you heard was pants get pulled up. My GF went back to passionately kissing me. And suddenly with the quick open and close of the door, before either of us could look, the dark room stranger was gone.

I broke kiss and said, "Did that just happen?" All her reply was with an out of breath sound was "Yes it did." Now, we were both hot. I left her pants off, pulled mine down while she was still above me and guided her down on me. OMG, she was so warm and SUPER slippery from the strangers load just a couple minutes ago getting pumped into her. Wasn't but a matter of two or three dozen strokes in and out of my GF, she clamped down on me and came so hard. I couldn't hold back either, I blew my load in her too. Now my cum is mixing with the dark stranger's load in my GF's pussy.

We both went limp. My GF's full body weight was resting on me as she tried to catch her breathe. It was a good ten minutes we just laid there as a pile of mush. Once we got moving, we both got our clothes as good as we could in the dark, walked over and found a light switch, now fixed them and made our clothes presentable.

We walked out of the room. KNOWING someone at this party, JUST fucked my GF and blew his big load in her. We never found out that night who it was. Till this day, we have no clue who it was.

Last night I had my first cuckold experience, and it is not what you think.

I am a man, born 44 years ago, never been married, and since I am here, you can guess I am a bit of a pervert. I was always looking for unorthodox sex, and that might be one of the reasons I stayed single, first because, I tend to push things fast and without thinking, which scared quite a few women off, and secondly, because in instances in which I found a woman who was open to many things, I went so far, that even she got scared away, after a while.

So, I dwell here, and in similar places. I take good care of myself, and I look superior to other men my age, and I could thank my genetics, along with the gym and track, but before mentioned has been a ballast in my love life.

So, I mostly chat, and sext with women online, had quite a few hot cam sessions, but I didn't meet any of them, except for one chubby, years ago, and that ended up as nothing more than a groping session.

Now, you can imagine my reserve, when this couple I was chatting with, on a local dating site, proposed cam play. It was nice, they looked really good, especially her. Around 40, as I later learned, brunette, very beautiful, a little bottom heavy, but still very hot. We did these cam sessions, weekly, for over three or four months. In that period of time, we talked a lot, I made her laugh, and it wasn't just this game of mutual sexual arousal, I could see they liked me.

She was the one to propose us meeting up, and through cam, it seemed that he was surprised by this. Our conversation ended quickly after that, but they were online tomorrow, and, they wanted to meet.

In person, I was blown away by her appearance, she looked like a real fine lady, well dressed, him as well, and I felt comfortable around them, and I could see, half way through our lunch, that they felt the same way about me.

Nothing happened that day, except we exchanged our phone numbers (me and him), and we continued our online sessions. He would text me, that they are talking about me being with her, while he watches, since it has been something they talked about before, and I used that to drop that seed in our chat. It was going on slowly, but one could see that the idea, now palpable, started to grow on her.

We went on another lunch, and drank, and laughed, and joked about it, and again, we each went our way, but it was a progress.

Finally, somewhere before New Year's, they said they want to try it, at my place, since they have kids. I agreed, but since I was out of the country, I just proposed that we push this meeting after the 15th, when I got back, and we agreed, this Saturday.

I thought a lot about it, figuring, they will chicken out, since they had so much time to think about it, but they didn't.

I have had, I could say, a pretty extensive experience, sexually, and my age would suggest that nothing can move me, or scare me, but I felt pretty intense waiting for them. I was afraid of so many things, how to approach this, and not to be pushy, how to set up the place. It turned out, that I was overthinking.

She was wearing this shorts, that looks like a short skirt at the front, with nylons, and boots. Instant erection. We had a few glasses of wine, before I made my move, touching her. We agreed on no kissing, but she was the one who leaned towards me. We were on the bed in matter of seconds, she pulled her bottoms down, and I just started eating her.

He was somewhere behind me, I could see, that she was looking his way, with a smile on her face, but I felt insecurity in her eyes. When she started cumming, she looked at me, before closing her eyes, and arching her back.

I got up, got undressed, and I wanted her to suck me, oh boy, did I want those lips on my cock, but she pulled me towards her, and pushed me on my back. We agreed on condoms, but there she was, on top of me, sliding down on my cock, raw.

I licked her hanging tits, her hard nipples, and she was riding me like there is no tomorrow. At some point, when she turned to look back at him, only then I noticed him behind her, standing, and wanking. I started touching her ass, rubbing the asshole with my finger tips, and then spreading her cheeks wide open, inviting him to join. And she was ready, believe me, even if she never let him touch her asshole, at that moment, she would take him with immense pleasure. But no, he just started cumming, all over my floor.

That was the last time I looked at him, and focused on her. She came for the second time, and I was so close, that I said it. "Please don't cum in me", she asked, without breath.

I wanted to get her up, cum on her face, or tits, in front of her husband, but in this fit of sex crazed rage, I pushed myself over the edge, so I just managed to pull out, and cum all over her ass.

When we came to our senses, we realized that he is gone. She started to panic, got dressed, and stormed out.

I checked the place, even though I keep nothing of value, no, they weren't thieves. They told me that it was their first time doing something like this, which I doubted, by the way she behaved last night, but I guess the weren't lying, and that post nut clarity hit him hard.

Texted him this morning, asking, if everything is ok. No response.

I guess that is it, but I wish I am wrong.