I love going through the boards, reading confessions, exploring urges of others, retrospecting on my own.

I am a 44 year old man, married, never cheated on my wife, nor will I, but this place helps me find the vent, that keeps me away from doing something reckless, that could ruin my marriage.

That being said, my love life wasn't very exciting, except for one crazy night, back in college, and I thought some of you might appreciate this memory, as much as I do.

I had a girl I hooked up, occasionally, lets call her J. She was this round little thing, a bit chubby, cute in a way, but far from being the hottest girl in town. First time we hooked up was after this party, and she initiated it. We weren't in any kind of contact during the day, she would approach me, once in a blue moon, usually during some party, and we would do it, either in my, or her room. So, every party, I would glance around, looking for her, never approached her, but when she would come to me, I would know that that night, we will have some fun.

One such night, it was well passed midnight, and she was quite tipsy, she was there, again, but now with a friend, lets call her M. I noticed her, earlier, hell, I think everyone did, slim, green eyed blonde, with amazing figure, a 10 (or a very strong 9), but the kind that likes to keep to herself, and isn't quite aware of her feminine powers. When she said that we should go to her room to smoke, and she came with us, I was kind of bummed - no sex tonight.

Boy, was I wrong!!!

We continued drinking, and smoking, and J was all over me, not caring for the presence of her friend. It was a small room, with two beds, close to one another, and when she reached down, and unbuttoned my pants, I fucking froze, waiting for M's reaction. She was smiling, but not looking our way, but it was obvious she wasn't going to leave.

As J was wanking me, she commented something about my size, and M got up, and looked, again, with a smile. She asked her if she has this back home, and she nayed with her head. Since I only had one girl before J, and my only outlook into the sex world was porn, I thought I was bellow average, but the truth is, that I am not, but on the contrary.

M knelt besides her, and grabbed my cock. I couldn't get my eyes off of her. This tugging could have lasted 10 seconds, or 20 minutes, I have no idea, but when J asked me if I want her, and I mumbled "yes", she looked at M, and she just took her pants off, and got on top of me, without a condom, without a word.

Till this day, this was the best pussy I ever felt. In retrospect, I wanted get her shirt off, to see and feel, and kiss her tiny tits, but I was out of it, just grabbing her waist, her ass, pulling her down, so I could kiss her. She came while kissing me, moaning like a little bird.

I wanted more of her, but I had no say in this. As soon as she got up, J got on top, but turned to the other side. She had a big ass, and it was quite a spectacle, but my eyes were just looking for M. She was on the other bed, so I called her. She came, and we started kissing. I asked her to sit on my face, and she said no, with a smile, and continued kissing me, while J was doing her thing. I told her that I'm gonna cum for her, whispered it, and as soon as I said it, I felt I was cumming. Pulled out, and shot the biggest cum shot of my life, all over J's ass and back. M was watching it, and again, smiled.

I was out of it. All I know is that we continued drinking, and I do not remember the rest of the night, I probably passed out.

It was the hottest thing that ever happened to me. Of course, I managed to fuck it up, since I became so obsessed with M, started pursuing her, she wasn't interested, and that bothered J, and, long story short, that was all of the action I got during college, in total.

But, I still masturbate to the memory of that night.

I hope you guys liked it.

Long time lurker, sharing for the first time.

Like many out here, I had my time, when ideas of swinging and sharing went through my head. We were in our mid 30's, sex life has been on a little halt, after two kids, so we started experimenting, and among other things, this came up. And it was by accident, my wife revealed to me that her colleague, one can say a close work friend, admitted to her that her and her husband are into the lifestyle.

Pondering about it was hot enough, and this lasted for a few months, when finally, my wife suggested the idea of us going to one of the parties. To say that the excitement before hand was big, would be an under statement. But when we got there...

It was, just bad. Old people, far too unattractive, my wife was the star, everyone was prancing around her, but she wasn't interested, and the thought of those old men having anything to do with her, was scary in my mind. We did meet a couple, only couple that looked good, about our age, maybe a few years older, and we just talked to them. My wife's work friend was busy all night, in the rooms, in which we had no courage to enter, not even for a peek.

But we exchanged contacts with our new friends, and went on a dinner few weeks after, and then another. They have also been to such a place for the first time, and it felt weird. And that night, on our second dinner, they slipped that they liked us, and that is why they wanted to stay in touch.

It was back and forth, we were talking about them often, my wife kind of liked him, and I liked her, she was this tall brunette, yet still slim, and we talked to them, how uncomfortable we all feel, yet interested, and he suggested, that maybe, we can try a swap. We don't have to be in the same room, hell, we don't have to be in the same apartment - I could come to theirs, and he will come to ours.

It took some time to think about it, and finally, we gained our courage.

She waited for me, in a short black dress. Oh man, those legs!!!! We had a glass of wine, and I was reluctant to initiate, so she did. She got on her knees, and started to suck me. Cock hungry, is a mild word, she was devouring it, bared her tits, put him between them, wanting me to tit fuck her. That was it I needed to fuck her, so we got on the bed, and she reached for a condom, since we agreed on using them. I just threw it to the side, and she smiled.

I kissed her, licked her tits, played with them, all while ramming her as hard and as fast as I could. She was close, and so was I, and when I told her I am gonna fill her up, she started convulsing and cumming, while almost screaming from joy.

It felt amazing, and I was looking forward for many, many nights of this.

On the way back home, just then, it hit me, that her husband has fucked my wife, and this strange feeling of guilt rushed through my body. No passion, no excitement about the thought, just jealousy, and guilt.

When I got home, she looked weird. Asked her if everything is ok, she just nodded. We went to bed, and I was the first to share. Told her how amazing it was, what we did, to the detail, leaving the no condom part out. I didn't want to, but she insisted. Then she started crying. I thought something bad has happened, that he was mean, or rough, or, I don't know.

It was the opposite. He was really small, and that was the first disappointment. The second was, that he came, during oral, and couldn't get it back up, even though they tried. So he just left, frustrated, and she felt stupid, and awful, and horny at the same time.

That night, we had the best sex of our lives, and promised to each other, that we will be enough.

And to be honest, she is enough for me. Although exciting, this whole experience has thought me about fragility of our egos, and I often remember this, while reading some of the urges and wishes some people here have, and share, on these boards, regarding the lifestyle, and I think, oh boy, how bitter must it be, when things go sideways.

I know this ain't much, but it is our insight and humble experience, regarding this. All in all, if I had the chance to do it all over again, even thought that night with her was super exciting, I wouldn't do it, the risk is too high.

I have been unhappy in love, ever since I started dating. Married young, at 19, and that didn't last, so I got married again, and, well, at 25, I was a double divorcee. I had my fair share of men, interested in me, even though I was never pretty, nor especially attractive, but I guess my petite build and blonde hair had men going. Then, 30's came along, and I became more and more lonely, with strings of meaningless relationships that didn't last. Loneliness, that was the reason I ended up here, among other things.

Coming close to my 40th, I became sex starved, men were getting worse, and I ended up with a guy, who is not my type, not at all. I like dominant men, he is so submissive, that I often felt sorry for him. I am petite, but I always loved tall, strong men, he is short, with thin little arms, and narrow shoulders, wearing glasses and dressing like his mamma bought his clothes, even though he is older than me.

The sex was there, but it was like there ain't any. I did my best to make something of it, but the only thing he was good at, to some point, was the oral, while everything else was far bellow anything I ever experienced. So I introduced him to this little secret world of motherless, and some other places, in hopes it will lift us both up. He loved the idea, but was pretty closed to sharing anything specific, while we roamed through here, but after a while, I caught him taking interest in the idea of sharing me, online.

I wasn't up for it, but we spoke of it, and it was the idea of other men wanting me. I hinted something like, "that is just a fantasy, you would never let other man touch me", but his response, or better lack of it, made it clear where his thoughts were.

Once we cleared that up, we started looking for someone, and that is not an easy task. Our sex life did improve, from just the thought of it happening, and for a while, I thought that will be it, a nice little fantasy to warm us up, but nothing more. Yet, he was very pushy, and became even more and more, that we finally found a guy through a local hook up site. He was 25, looking handsome on the photos he sent us, and we met up at a coffee shop, during the day, to avoid any foul play.

Well, he lied about his age. He looked so young, that we had to ask for his ID. 18. Like a twig. But he was almost begging us to give him a chance.

And we did, we set up a meeting at my place. I wasn't sure which one of them was more scared, but after a few drinks, we all started feeling better (Europe, drinking is legal at 18).

He told us he had experience, but I sincerely doubted it, at first. I had to take the lead, and hop on him, in the bed, mount him in my short, tartan skirt. Even though he had a condom on, it was obvious he was struggling not to cum. He wasn't touching me, I exposed my breasts, and pushed them in his face, and he would shyly lick the nipples a few times, then moving his head to the side, with his eyes closed, trying to keep up.

I don't know what it was, maybe the sex starvation, or the fact that this handsome young man, twice younger than me, found me so iressistable, that he had to fight his body not to cum, but all together, gave me a big, loud orgasm. Through it, I hear my bf moan, and after I was done, I turned around, only to see him all messed up, sitting there, like a proper loser.

It was over, soon afterwards. My young lover mounted me, had a few hard thrusts, while holding my breasts, and that was it, he was done.

I felt good about it, after it was done, and even tomorrow, I felt no remorse. I was happy for my young lover, I could see he had the time of his life, but my bf...

The image of him, covered in his own cum, on that chair, with his eyes rolled out... Pathetic.

So I ended it.

I wanted to contact my lover, but the holidays came and went, and two days ago, I finally did. Will meet him next week.

Finally, something exciting is going to happen.

I decided to jerk off every day for a month up to almost cumming then stop. At first I'd go for hours once a day, then I noticed I'd get close to cum after 20 mins and would do that 2 or 3 times a day. Now after 1 min I have to stop or risk cumming in my pants,  I have turned myself into a premature ejaculator on accident. I  do it so often now I forget how much I'm stroking It a day

Need to get this out my head so I don't let it ruin me. One nigh after a family party I stayed late so that I can help clean up after everyone left. My cousin named A asked me if I was staying over longer so that we can drink some more. I told her I was going to and she was super excited. Cousin A myself and few other family members say around the table talking and drinking. As the night went on everyone was starting to get tired and heading out. Cousin A and I were the only ones left. So we sat down in the living room to talk. She opened up to me about her relationships and started getting into detail about being fucked on or guys sucking her tits. She cuddled up next to me and I started to rub her collar. Softly at first then slowly moving down. She kissed my neck and nodded. I reached further down and started to tease her a bit. She kissed my neck more. Since she was wearing a skirt it made it easy to grab her ass and squeeze. When I did she started squirming more. She then pulled her head up and mounted me as we started kissing. I grabbed her waist and kissed her more. My tongue mixing with hers. My hands around her waist pulling her close. She told me to get up so I did and she led me to the bathroom. There she turned off the lights and I felt her hands travel down my body and undo my pants. I felt her mouth on my cock and she showed me what she was talking about about. I then picked her up and went to remove her panties but they were already gone. I ate her out on the bathroom sink before flipping her around and ramming my cock into her. The soft moans and the "fuck me" voice drove me wild as I continued to pound her. I pulled out and picked her up and fucked her on top of the sink again her legs wrapped around my waist as we kissed. I came deep inside her as she moaned. We tried to get our clothes on but failed to do so and walked out of the bathroom. She gave me a kiss and told me let's continue on her room. So I happily followed her. We fucked for a while. Laughing and having a good time. We panicked though when her brother woke up for work and we could hear him outside the door walking around. After he left we kissed one last time before I left.

So I confess, I'm in basicly sexless marriage. I've seriously considered cheating but don't know how to even find a woman who would be up for sex. Any tips? Woman drop your area I'll reach out if close

Hi! I’m a 30-something British girl living in the Bay Area who’s looking to meet some new people and broaden my horizons, if you catch my drift.Hyper-confident, outspoken feminist in my public life, but get me behind closed doors and I’m a submissive mess in bed. Very little is off-limits.If you’re nearby and serious about meeting up, no games, come and slide into my DMs 😘

Sorry, this is a long post but just had to share.

Just want to thank ML for reinvigerating a 40ish UK couples sex life! What with work, house, young kids, family etc sex was very occasional and even then it was a 5 minute quickie or a fumble! I’ve always watched porn as it’s a good stress relief - nothing sick or unusual, pretty straight forward. Wife knew and would watch sometimes for a few minutes, but never really got it.

I found ML about 2 months ago and watched for a few weeks to get an idea what it was all about. Appreciate a lot of it is made up and fantasy, but just something about it was different. Mentioned to my wife and she had a look with me one night. Well…fuck me did she not start feeling horny as we read through the boards! Before I knew it she had my cock out sitting on the settee and giving it a good polish. Shot a load pretty quick! A few more evenings, the same - cock out, might jack me off or if she was really horny she’d suck my cock, but wouldn’t let me finish on her because of the mess! Sometimes I’d get to finger her pussy at the same time.

Just before Christmas I suggested something different - each watch ML on a separate device but sit in different chairs. She seemed up for it! Both start watching at the same time and give each other suggestions for boards to look at. I was always first at opening my jeans to get my cock out. Shortly after, she’d start rubbing her pussy through her leggings and eventually her hand would go inside her leggings. Half watching my wife play with hereself and reading the boards at the same time was fucking hot. Eventually I had to go over and she’d jack my cock for a while and we’d have great sex on the settee. This went on the same for a while.

It also had changes during the day. The odd grab of arse cheek from both of us, walking past me she’d brush her hand against my cock, I’d sometimes grope a boob - just small things like that that has put me in a permanent state of semi (literally) arousal!

However, things changed up a gear on Christmas Day. My family were round for dinner. I was in the kitchen tidying up when she walked past me and did a quick arse grab and went into the utility room to get another bottle. She shouted me in thinking she needed a hand with something but no…..she undid my jeans and starting to stroke my cock. I couldn’t quite believe it as my parents, brother and his family were sitting about 12 feet away. I grabbed her tits which got her excited, but someone came into the kitchen so we had to stop. Family left about 2 hours later. Didn’t take long and we were on the living room rug in a 69 - hadn’t done that in nearly 20 years! She rolled off and a slipped my wet cock into her pussy and came hard quickly after.

Back to teasing each other using ML after Christmas, but New Year’s Day her family were here for dinner. Noticed wife was wearing a knee length skirt and shoes with a slight heel which showed off her nice calfs. Things she doesn’t really wear. Later on I had to use our en suite as the kids were in the bath with her mother kneeling next to the bath playing games with them! When I came out my wife was in the bedroom and said she had a surprise. I thought we can’t have sex just now with her family in the house! She pushed me onto the bed and she lifted her skirt! She wasn’t wearing any knickers and she had shaved her pussy smooth. Never seen her hairless in 20 years! I just about nutted in my pants. All she said was “new year, new look”!

We went downstairs are were sitting at the tabled and couldn’t stop thinking about her sitting there with no knickers and a beautiful clean pussy. Her family eventually left, and as soon as the door was closed she was on her knees in the hall with my cock in her mouth as she lifted the front of her skirt and played with her clit! Into the living room she sat on an armchair with one leg over the arm. I ate her pussy and tongue fucked her for about 30 minutes. It just tasted and felt so different. She then knelt on the settee and wanted me to enter her pussy from behind. Pushed her skirt up and opened her arse to get entry, but I dropped a blob of spit on her arsehole which made her jump. I quickly squeezed my cock into her tight arse as she protested, swinging her arm back to punch me in the hip a few times. Eventually she was moaning like a whore rubbing her pussy with her face in a cushion so not to wake the kids. I wasn’t quick enough to pull out so shot a huge load in her arse, what a mess as she squeezed it out dripping over her wet pussy. She wasn’t happy at the mess and have only had anal a handful of times when drunk as she’s not that into it.

A few days of teasing and sex followed, but last night while she was rubbing her pussy through her dress she jumped up from the chair and I thought she was going to come over, but she turned around and pulled up her long stretchy dress and knelt on the settee. With a look I’ve never seen before, she looked over her shoulder and told me to fuck her arse as she pulled her knickers to one side. I duly obliged and she kept telling me not to cum in her arse! I pulled out and entered her glistening wet pussy and stroked her hard while grabbing her bid swinging mum tits, until I felt her pussy begin to grab my cock as she again moaned into a cushion. She orgasmed on my cock which made me shoot the biggest load I can remember deep into her dripping pussy , my balls hurt so much after I came!

I’m just glad I got the snip about 5 years ago as I worked out I’ve shot a load in her pussy 19 times in the last mouth. That would certainly have resulted in child3!! Never had that much sex, not even as a teenager!

Next thing is she doesn’t know I’ve posted this as she’s not on line yet (dealing with one of the kids acting up going to bed!). Can’t wait to see her reaction when she realises it’s us! There is some risk as she said although she likes reading the boards and seeing the pics, she would never post anything!

Close-up winking 😉 hottie yummy 😋 

Outside close-up perfect little pussy 

When I was eighteen I was visiting my grandparents in Florida with my mom. They didn't live in a retirement community, but the town they lived at was generally full of older people. Most places around closed at 9PM even though they were only minutes from the ocean. My mom and I were on and off getting into arguments the entire visit. She was nagging on and on about everything I did, what I wore, who I talked to. Now being eighteen I did give a lot of sass back to her and talked back all the time which did not help the situation.

On the third day, I managed to get to borrow my grandma's car and spent some time at the mall. While there I had a one sole goal of figuring out how I could make my mom mad. I made my way over to Victoria's Secret and checked out what they had to offer for bathing suits. I managed to get a black thong and matching top that barely held back my 34DD tits.

The next day we went to the beach. My mom, grandma, and grandpa. We claimed our spot on the beach and set up the umbrellas and beach towels in the sand. I then proceeded to take off my shirt and shorts to show off my new suit. The look on my mom's face has been forever engraved in my head. The sheer disappointment from her just filled me with pure happiness. The top barely held my tits back and my pierced nipples definitely showed through. My ass was exposed for everyone on the beach to see. Without hesitation, she grabbed my arm and tried to covered me with a towel, but the damage was done and all she did was cause a bigger scene.

I walked away and made my way up to the tiki bar on the pier and sat down up at the bar. An older gentleman approached me, easily in his late 50's if I had to guess. He was taller, very tan and tone, had peppered hair and a short trimmed peppered beard. His hair was a few inches long and slicked back. He sat down next to me and ordered me a vodka and cranberry. He started talking to me about what just happened on the beach and started complimenting me on my outfit. I played along with him and we kept chatting about everything. By now I was tipsy after he bought me a few more drinks. I noticed him staring heavily at my chest and when I looked down, I had my left nipple exposed to him. The glimmer of the jewelry attached to my nipple just prodded out there for him to see. I let him look more and didn't even bother to cover up. I asked if he liked them. He blushed and choked up when he tried to speak, but he murmured out that he never has seen pierced nipples in the flesh before. I smiled and said maybe you can see more sometime. We exchanged numbers at this point just in case.

By now I was not sober. I asked this gentleman if we could go for a walk as the sun started setting. We walked along the brush at the top of the beach. Then I heard from behind us, my mother. Screaming out my name and rushing her way over to me. The older gentleman covered for me and said that we were out looking for her. However, she was not impressed by smelling the liquor on my breath. She stared at the older gentleman and yelled out "she is only eighteen for god's sake" and grabbed my arm and took me away.

The drive home was silent. I ended up passing out in the back seat of my grandma's car. I woke up around 8:30PM and it was dark. I had a missed call and a text message from an unknown number that said;

"Hey this is Ron from the tiki bar, just wanted to make sure you were able to get home safe. Your mother reminds me of my wife with our kids too."

I messaged him back and ended up unveiling my plans to him. We talked about how my mother and I have been at each other's throats the entire trip. I revealed to him that I liked him and wanted to take him to a spot on the grassy knolls to give him head as a repayment for his generosity. He then asked if we could still meet, and I couldn't say no. It rolled around to 11PM now and everyone was asleep in my grandparent's condo. I snuck into the living room and grabbed the keys to my grandma's SUV and walked out the door. Ron messaged me to meet him back at the same spot before the fun was interrupted. He ended up sharing his location with me so we could link up easier. I pulled into the beach lot, there was 1 other car there. A newer Audi sat in the front row next to the handicap spot. In the driver's seat was Ron. I walked towards the car and Ron exited with a blanket and bottle of wine.

We walked along the beach and he was telling me how embarrassed he was for buying an underage person drinks at the bar. Then talked to me about how he would let his kid's drink as long as they were under his supervision. He told me he had a daughter named Katelyn that was in her second year of college at a Big Ten school in the Midwest. We found our spot and he laid out the blanket. He opened the bottle of wine and we took turns drinking out of it. At one point, I leaned into getting the bottle from him and we started to make out. His hands wandered up and down my body. I held mine on his face as our tongues danced in each other's mouth. He grabbed him wrist and guided my hand down to his groin where I felt his erection. I took off my shirt and unclasped my bra for him, exposing my tits for him to see under the moonlight. He leaned in and started working his mouth all over my nipples, getting the taste of metal in his mouth. I proceeded to undo his pants and expose his massive dick to me. He had short pubic hair that was identical to his beard. His cock was easily one of the largest I have ever seen at being just eighteen. It was veiny and his head was the size of a mushroom. I lunged over him and straddled my legs around his, rubbing my pussy along his erect cock through my shorts. Still letting him taste my nipples in his mouth. My pussy was aching wet as I grinded along his hard shaft, trying to get his erection to slide in a gap in my shorts so I can feel it between my pussy lips.

He asked me to continue with what I was going to do to him earlier. I nodded and worked myself down between his legs. I grabbed hold of his cock in my hands and started stroking his shaft. I used my tongue to start from the base of his shaft up to his head and then stuck his entire head in my mouth. The precum from his cock tasted salty like ocean water. I couldn't take it any longer and needed him. I proceeded to give him a blow job while I worked my shorts off down at my ankles. His head was leaned back and he was moaning as I sucked. I made myself back up to his face, then guided his large erection into my pussy.

His moans began to pick up pace as I grinded myself on top of him. I was so turned on taking him all inside of me. I leaned myself back and gyrated my hips on his dick, holding him all inside of me. He told me he was getting close, but so was I. He grabbed my hips and pulled myself over him. From underneath me he started thrusting deep inside of me, stretching me out at he pulled all the way out then re-entered balls deep into my eager pussy. He then surprised me and said "oh fuck Katelyn I am going to cum soon" then as he fucked me, he would not stop saying Katelyn's name. I picked up the hints that this was a fantasy of his, and I wanted to make sure I fulfilled it. I then said "fuck me daddy" and he kept going on about how good "Katelyn's pussy" felt wrapped around him. I proceeded to tell him to fuck me, then asking turned into begging. I was gushing juices all over his fat cock and then started to beg for it. "Fuck me harder daddy." and "cum deep inside my pussy daddy" were repeated over and over. He tried to pull me off of him so he could pull out, but I stood my ground and kept riding him, begging for his load inside of me, then it happened. He thrusted one last time and held himself deep inside of me. I felt his balls unload everything he had into my fertile teen pussy.

I got myself off top of him and noticed his throbbing cock still going. I wasted no time to continue giving him head. Tasting my pussy juices and his cum all over his shaft. He was still erect and throbbing and I kept on sucking. His juices seeped down my thigh and spilled onto the blanket. He didn't lose his erection and he was ready to go for round 2 now. I bent over on all fours for him and he got behind me and slid into my cum-filled cunt. I kept up with the act, but instead of just calling him daddy, I asked how much he enjoyed Katelyn's pussy. He grunted and moaned as he kept calling me Katelyn. I begged for him to knock me up. He kept up the pace and announced to me that he was going to cum again. So I stayed there on all fours and let him has his way with "Katelyn's pussy". His second load inside of me, was as big as the first. I felt the power of his shaft throb as his balls were emptied again.

We finished up and he walked me back to the parking lot. The entire walk back, his loads were oozing out of my pussy and down my legs. We made it to our cars and went on our separate ways. I glanced at my phone with a dozen missed calls and tons of text from my mom asking where I went. I responded back with "just hanging out with my friend."